Comment
By Ayers Gipson
(Potential resident)
My friends and family are always very curious when I speak about
Lammas. They marvel at the ideas of ‘sustainable living’,
and congratulate me for ‘saving the planet’. Being
a part of the Lammas eco-village project has, aside from the gruelling
work of educating myself in permaculture, agroforestry, sustainable
building, woodland management, and small-scale farming, given
me much food for thought, and the more I think about it, the more
I realise that the planet does not need me to save it.
Until our Sun explodes or the Universe folds, her surface will
creep and crawl and swarm with the inexorable and ineffable incarnations
of Being.
So let us abandon the arrogance that creates the fantasy that
humans could possibly destroy, beyond resurgence, the life-bearing,
Life-affirming ability of the Earth… or save it. Yes, we
should mourn the tragic, wanton, and unnecessary destruction of
the wonders of Creation. Through our mourning, perhaps, we will
realise that no creature is a permanent resident, nor has dominion,
and every manifestation of life, including humans, is threatened
with ‘pre-mature’ extinction until humanity understands
this. It’s humanity that needs saving.
Yet I am constantly bombarded by evidence that humanity
does not want me to save it. Pity, because despite all
its faults I quite like humanity. However, I’ve been a therapist
long enough to know that what people don’t know, we tend
to persist in not wanting to know. For when we know, we have choice,
and choice leads to power; power inevitably leads to the question
of responsibility, and who wants that?
So… I need saving. I need to be saved
from my cynicism and despair, resentment, anger, feelings of impotence,
powerlessness, and hopelessness, and that’s where the Lammas
project comes into my life. Henry David Thoreau said that most
men lead lives of ‘quiet desperation’. I’d hate
to think he was right, and yet, I realise that it is my worst
fear. To be separated from Gaia by concrete and noise and pulled
from her so that I may execute my tasks more efficiently as a
function of the marketplace, is for me the ultimate life of quiet
desperation.
I am an expression, a child, and a steward of the Earth. My task
is to bring forth life, food, and sustenance, see humans as an
integral, beneficial and benevolent function of the ‘ecosystem’
and affirm the abundance that comes from direct relationship to
the planet that is both home and provider for us all.
I am saved.
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